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Conference 44 from Phase A.

CONF. 44 THE DEFECT OF BETRAYAL

Normally, to speak of betrayal, there must be a prior pact that can be betrayed. So, if there is a pact that is not fulfilled, there is betrayal. Therefore, we will start from the state to study betrayal: a pact or a commitment that one has must be violated.

We, on the physical plane, know betrayal when, for example, a boyfriend tells a girlfriend that he is going to love her all his life and after 15 days he is bored. In fact, the groom made a promise, and he did not keep it, then there is betrayal.

Undoubtedly, there is treason when something is falsified or something is adulterated, for there to be betrayal something must have been broken: a bond, a tie, a promise, etc. This is a form of betrayal.

When one comes to Knowledge, and is willing to do the Work, he commits himself to work at all costs; then, he has to face the three enemies of Christ, which we all carry within, and who form what we will call: the defect of betrayal.

• THE THREE TRAITORS.

In the deep Inner Work, within the field of the strictest psychological self-observation, we have to experience directly the whole cosmic drama. The Intimate Christ has to eliminate all the undesirable elements that we carry within us. The multiple psychic aggregates in our psychological depths cry out for crucification for the Lord Within.

Unquestionably, each one of us carries in his psyche the Three Traitors.

Judas, the demon of desire; Pilate, the demon of the mind; Caiaphas, the demon of ill will. These Three Traitors crucify the Lord of Perfections in the very depths of our soul.

These are three specific types of fundamental inhuman elements in the cosmic drama. Undoubtedly, the aforementioned drama has always been lived secretly in the depths of the Superlative Consciousness of the Being.

It is not the cosmic drama, the exclusive property of the Great Kabir Jesus, as the enlightened ignoramuses always suppose.

The Initiates of all ages, the Masters of all centuries, have had to live the cosmic drama within themselves, here and now.

However, Jesus the Great Kabir had the courage to act out such an intimate drama publicly, in the street and in the light of day, in order to open the meaning of initiation to all human beings, without distinction of race, sex, caste or color.

It is wonderful that there is someone who publicly teaches the intimate drama to all the peoples of the Earth.

The Intimate Christ, not being a lustful one, has to eliminate from himself the psychological elements of lust.

The Intimate Christ, being in himself peace and love, must eliminate from himself the undesirable elements of anger.

The Intimate Christ, not being greedy, must eliminate from himself the undesirable elements of greed.

The Intimate Christ, not being envious, must eliminate from himself the psychic aggregates of envy.

The Intimate Christ, being perfect humility, infinite modesty, absolute simplicity, must eliminate from himself the disgusting elements of pride, vanity, and conceit.

The Intimate Christ, the word, the Creator Logos, always living in constant activity, has to eliminate within us, in itself and by itself, the undesirable elements of inertia, laziness, and stagnation.

The Lord of Perfection, accustomed to all fasts, temperate, never affectionate of drunkenness and large banks, has to eliminate from himself the abominable elements of gluttony.

A strange symbiosis is that of Christ-Jesus; the Christ-Man; a rare mixture of the divine and the human, of the perfect and the imperfect; always constant proof for the Logos.

The most interesting thing about all this is that the Secret Christ is always a winner; someone who constantly conquers darkness; someone who eliminates the darkness within himself, here and now.

The Secret Christ is the lord of the Great Rebellion, rejected by the priests, the elders and the scribes of the temple.

• The priests hate him; that is, they do not understand Him, they want the Lord of Perfections to live exclusively in time in accordance with His unbreakable dogmas. 

The elders, that is, the dwellers of the earth, the good housekeepers, the judicious people, the people of experience hate the Logos, the Red Christ, the Christ of the Great Rebellion, because he is out of the world of his old-fashioned, reactionary, and petrified habits and customs in many years.

The scribes of the temple, the rascals of the intellect abhorred the Intimate Christ because this is the antithesis of the Antichrist, the declared enemy of all that rottenness of university theories that abounds so much in the markets of bodies and souls.

The Three Traitors mortally hate the Secret Christ and lead him to death within us and in our own psychological space.

Judas, the demon of desire, always exchanges the lord for thirty pieces of silver; that is, for liquor, money, fame, vanities, fornications, adulteries, etc.

Pilate, the demon of the mind, always washes his hands, always declares himself innocent, is never to blame, constantly justifies himself to himself and to others, looks for evasions, escapes to avoid his own responsibilities, etc.

Caiaphas, the demon of ill-will, incessantly betrays the lord within us; the Adorable Innermost gives him the staff to shepherd his sheep, however, the cynical traitor turns the altar into a bed of pleasures, fornicates incessantly, adulteress, sells the sacraments, etc.

These Three Traitors secretly make the adorable Inner lord suffer without any compassion. Pilate makes him put a crown of thorns on his temples, the evil defects scourge him, insult him, curse him in the intimate psychological space without mercy of any kind.

• JUDAS

Judas is the Demon of Desire, the Enemy of Nature. It represents all our own desires, temptations, and fascination in the physical world. Let us study this traitor.

Desire is the source of strength, for it is the fire that animates anything, if we give ourselves up to our desires, we will be its slaves; If we deny each of our desires, we will release that fire that is hidden in it. Or we will become masters of the force.

Judas sells the Christ for thirty pieces of silver. This means that our desires sell the Christ (Fire) in the physical world. When we learn to deny ourselves, or our desires, we begin to own the strength that is hidden in every desire. When we do not know how to deny ourselves, we go after each of our desires in daily life.

Learning to fight with this traitor is very important if we want to advance in the Great Work, otherwise we will not start Esoteric Work.

The Gospel of Judas says: "Blessed is he who sees in my light, the light of my Master".

When one sees in desire the Fire, the Christ, one rescues it; when he does not see it, he loses it from moment to moment. Desire is fire and dying from moment to moment we rescue it as Will.

It says that Judas, or Desire, is the Enemy of Nature, because it does not allow any creation in itself. When we begin to deny ourselves, we begin to balance the centers, and the work of birth will bear fruit, the Creative Energy of the Holy Spirit will crystallize the Superior Existential Bodies of the Being.

• PILATE

Pilate is the Demon of the Mind, the Enemy of Wisdom. It represents all our apologies, justifications, evasions, loopholes, etc., through which we will continue to be the same.

What is handwashing? Whenever we are faced with any problem, we justify ourselves, we identify with the problem, we do not know how to take advantage of the situation. We always find excuses for not working, for not eliminating defects.

Let's study this demon of the mind: He always finds exits, evasions, and justifications to remain the same. The mind has the role of judging each of our defects, of judging them with reflection, but it does not fulfill its job, it lives identified with all subjective processes.

If we want to die, we have to stop justifying ourselves, we have to judge ourselves mercilessly, we must not accept loopholes, we must become serious with work.

We must take the grass from the donkey, we must not feed the defects of the intellect, we must put an end to all conceptions to integrate our mind. Let us remember that the best way to think is not to think. With all intellectualism, the mind degenerated no longer understands.

This demon is called the Enemy of Wisdom because he does not let die in himself. Wisdom comes with death, if one does not die, then there will be no wisdom. This demon prevents psychological death, it always blames others, it lives by judging, instead of judging our own actions. He finds thousands of justifications for not letting us do the things of our Being. It finds all the justifications for us to continue doing the things of the Ego or the personality does its job, lives identified with all the subjective processes.

This demon is called the Enemy of Wisdom because he does not let die in himself. Wisdom comes with death, if one does not die, then there will be no wisdom. This demon prevents psychological death, it always blames others, it lives by judging, instead of judging our own actions. He finds thousands of justifications for not letting us do the things of our Being. Find all the justifications for us to continue doing the things of Ego or the personality. It lives identified with all subjective processes.

• This demon is defeated by not justifying us and judging us mercilessly.

• CAIAPHAS

Chaipas is the Demon of Ill Will, the Enemy of Truth. It represents our words, deeds and omissions, in the field of facts. He promises and does not fulfill what he promises, it does not matter whether he does or does not do, being able to do he does not do. He wastes his time on idle things that are of no importance.

He doesn't want to let us practice anything. Want self-realization without working. Examples:

• Ill will to establish disciplines of work.
• Ill will to establish and fulfill with schedules.
• Ill will to do the practices of the intern work.
• Ill will to get up and do the practices of the the intern work.
• Ill will to investigate.
• Ill will to check.
• Ill will to concentrate.
• Ill will for meditation.
• Ill will for retrospection.
• Ill will to practice astral projection.
• Ill will for the little jump.
• Ill will to do the practice of the Dervishes.
• Ill Will for the Transmutation of Forces Cosmic Things.
• Ill Will for Transfers of Funds.
• Ill will to negotiate with the Lords of Karma.
• Ill will to eliminate the defects.
• Ill will to self-observe.
• Ill will to reflect.
• Ill will to understand the defects.
• Ill will to ask for death.
• Ill will to sacrifice ourselves for humanity.
• Ill will to hand out flyers.
• Ill will to gain experience.
• Ill will to be born.
• Goodwill to waste time.
• Goodwill for idle conversations.
• Goodwill for distraction.
• Goodwill to watch television.
• Goodwill for the parties.
• Goodwill for subjective work.
• Goodwill to sleep and rest.
• Good will to fornicate.
• Goodwill to please desires.
• Good will to adulterate, etc.

• Let us now look at some betrayals of the Work:

When we mix Knowledge with pseudo-esoteric things.

1\. When we identify ourselves with the things of the world and withdraw from work.

2\. When we abandon the Esoteric Work.

3\. When we fornicate voluntarily.

4\. When having Chastity, we betray the Divine Mother by taking another partner.

5\. When we do not comply with the Oath.

6\. When we choose the path of Nirvana

Of the three demons, CAIFAS is the worst. He is the Enemy of Truth. If Truth is Being, let us say that it is the enemy of Being.

He is the enemy of Christ; he wants to prevent him at any price.

• This Devil is defeated with Conscious Sacrifices and Voluntary Sufferings. 

Let us look for the Three Traitors in each of our daily acts. And let us remember that all the defects are judged for Treason.

• End of Conference 44\.